disappointment after disappointment.
in fact, i was still disappointed when another disappointment came into the picture.

i look into his eyes, and i was feeling very hurt.
to see him in that kinda situation, it hurts me alot.
also, my family.
very very much that i don't know if i'm able to see him again
under the same roof.

as much as i want to tell him how i was feeling,
i don't know how to speak up.
as a younger sister, i cannot shout at him to wake him up with his illusion.

chances after chances.

all i'm feeling now is heartache.
i hope i can see him again.
hearing him playing his guitar.
singing along with him.

i pray & hope for the best!

it's hard to control my tears,
especially when i'm in class now.

;(

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what's life?
now, to me, life's for us to find our happiness.
to cherish the love ones around us.
and spend as much time with them as possible.

i sleep with fear.
i woke up with tears.
i live each day with sadness.

sigh........................................